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Lionel Ritchie - "Hello"




My mind has, of course, been wandering over her the past few days, and one knows that things have really degenerated when recourse is being made to sappy 80's music videos. I've thought to myself, more than once, about how much more comfortable my psyche would be if my feelings for and towards her were somewhat more balanced towards the unconditional, as they were with A-M. It's quite remarkable how much the ego, the I, has been getting in the way of my being in repose with her; every little twitch is prone to being interpreted through a framework of the I. It's quite ridiculous. And, of course, I end-up overcompensating in the act of trying to keep my feelings to myself, and end-up being stiff and distant.

Laird' only can can tell where things will end-up, but I look forward to shucking patience, and finally having a proper opportunity to talk with her in private. We're supposed to have a coffee during reading week, perhaps then, since she'll be less stressed and busy.

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